Ouh Well...

It feels terrible to leave for camp like this... Booking in feeling down is not the way to start the werking week... ouh well wat am i to do... its my fault that tis happened... hmmzzz.. kinda feeling dissapointed and down today... ouh why have i to book in now... hmmzzz... wekk ends are very short when u are working... espacially when u're serving NS... your weekend is your pot of gold...

In 2 hours time i leave for camp... hate leaving for camp. Espacially feeling like this.. daym... i hope it does not effect my driving tomorrow... and my mood to study for HSP test tis coming friday... hmmzzz... ouh well... if nothing cheers me up soon, i guess i'l be emo all the way this week, there goes my driving, there goes my test.. tere goes my early friday book out... haish...

Honestly i have nothing to say here... i'm juzz feeling down, feeling the blues, feeling the sadness i have to leave for camp not hearing her voice fer the whole day... wanna call but its really no use calling if she'd sound moody or even angry... its'll juzz spoil the day more... ouh how i dread booking in again... hmzzzz...

Ouh well got to get ready now... hmmzzz take care ya all... wish me luck on HSP! and ouh ya... hope i will have a better tomorrow... hmmzzz... ouh well... good nite...

EmO_DrIveR signing off...